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wisdom

I am chasing wisdom all these years like many people do, the wisdom to do the right thing , build the good outside of me and robust inside of me. There are times , when the winds are howling , storm raging , and feel tired and blue, but I still keep my eye stick on my campass , I know what I want to be,I know people have stereotype of what you can't do , when they tell me about it , I just show them what I can do , each time I endure and stay true to myself , I feel like I became stronger and better . 

Find a motto really enlightened me a lot and solve one big problem about the relationship ,"What you are is God's gift to you. What you make of yourself is your gift to God".

thinking

Weather became really chilly these days, and lots of homework and tests goes on these week, 
none time even for online surfing , and nearly stopped all my twitter and fb updates. Oh ,this is the realy life of studing in US as a foreign student. Like some one marked it on one bridge in cambridge ,instead of go to the heaven ,we ,who go further education , like go to the hell...
As some one said :find the area you love and dive into it , be the best at that area . I am thinking it over and over again. And keeps on asking myself which is my area. Time for thinking , time for changing . 

Study harder , be tougher 

Youth at heart

For several reasons , most students choose to stay up really late, including me . Find out many homework to do , and lots of stuff needs to be reviewed , the study of the master is really tough.

Recently, read some articles, which enlighten me a lot , I am thinking about get up early to have the chance seeing the sun rise every morning, it feels unbelievable great when feel the sunshine and the fresh air around.The sunrise is the start of the day, and has much more meaning behind . The process of finding the meaning of my life is endless. The more I experienced and learned,  the more I feel comfortable and find myself easier out of too much pressure.

In this more and more flat and modern world , we have more things going to be machinelized or electroniclized , no doubt,it will increase our productivity. But it somewhat makes our life more  boring,and lacking some essential elements .Imagine that at the lab,office and the factory. All we contact is the machine, and we contact each other via computer and cellphones, all the meeting is via network .etc. Sometimes ,I really want to go back to the time when I was young , physically I can not , but mentally I can , I try to act differently and following my heart and keep youth at heart.

Get hands and feet wet

Some classes'  homework is really a big load , and only if we type the code  into pc , we can find out some result which are not we image they should me. We can not avoid making mistakes , and lacking condition sometimes. So homework is really a way to get my hands and feet pretty wet, and teach me how to handle it, then master it. Computer science related books in the library is really out of time and short of renew ones, fortunately, we have Borders bookstore near us . So I can advance my web development skills there, that help me a lot. 

I am trying to pick up my hobby - drawing, but this time e-drawing using some pad , as I believe I should have a hobby not to kill time but to keep myself happy and immersed. Also workout a little bit would be the following plan of this week , thanks to SU, we can find a pool not far to swim. I love swimming more than jogging.

I am looking forward to try kindles , coz' it is so expensive to buy the latest bestselling books.This weeks reading is something related to mystery of happy ending , I do think after a great effort we may have a happy end somehow, both in personal life and study. 

Welcome back to school

Said goodbye to old friends and family , wrapped everything with me and went to Boston for school , for master degree of MCS in Suffolk University . 
So on a balmy August day, I landed here . And as days went by , found myself totally fall in love with Boston, the main allure to me might be the the friendly and owning higher education background people living here, and the weather , just perfect for me , the unbeaten atmosphere with so many youth and lots of universities.

The other part I love Boston is that distance between the real business world and the theory based university education is proper, as a result , we can immerse ourselves in the study ,while at the same time still feel connected to the real business world. Suffolk is every unique among the schools in Boston,class is usually only within 10 people, and professors and officers here are friendly and ready to give you a hand.
The big difference I experienced during the first week in class is tough to understand professors’ lecture very well , coz the accent. But if I prepare well before class , and review the textbook might solve this problem easily .

Study and live on my own is really big deal, and I had better learn how to deal with daily routine ,loneliness and get used to the non tasty food. On the other side, it is a chance to get better know myself , examine my views and lifestyle. I am gearing up to adjust myself well to the student centered life ,find out my interest area and keeps on relentlessly finding the meaning of my life.The other half serious finding is the more sophisticated the society and the technology , we only find life more boring, had less time and unhappier even than before .

I am becoming a little bit nerdy these days, but really love it ,being among thousands of nerdy students in the lovely Boston.The survival philosophy applies anywhere is playing hard and studying hard , that is also one of my mantras , and chasing dreams , like recently find a motto from an article “Have your head above the clouds but your feet on the ground.”
I feel personally blessed to study in Boston and talk with so many smart and warm people .
Actually I am not the one who likes write long blog, this is an absolute exception , perhaps deeply since loves here a lot .
Recently like this song a lot “put your record on” by Corinne Bailey Rae.