Recently I feel I am like a little kid. When I learnt some new words I always like to use them all the time. Maybe only some very simple words but as you know I am still new here J
First one, retarded. I used a lot since I fall in love with Family guy the TV show. Peter is such a retarded guy. Last time I had a discussion with my roommates kind of remind me that all the audits are some how retarded but the dog Brian and the little kid always look like a normal person.
Second one, sarcastic. I am trying to be a happy person. Well I am at some point. Since I can freely talk to people here for a little while I am thinking how to add some flavor of humor in my words. Oh yay, maybe be sarcastic. Maybe not.
Third one, hopeless. This one is not a new one I use it for the B line when I lived in Allston. Yes B line is hopeless but now I feel like everything is hopeless a little bit. I am kind of asking myself everyday: are you ready? Nope I am not. The only thing which is not hopeless is my first mid-term turned out I did pretty good which means I will graduate on time. Another not hopeless thing is I can still work with ACLU after I graduate until I find a full time job.
All the negative feelings surround me and coming to me. How could people survive? Do I need to remind me the saying: Whatever doesn't kill me make me stronger? I believe there always a clue always.